Could I be pregnant?

It is by no mistake that I am surrounded by women about to give birth but let's back up a little bit...So I have been committed to Intercession on Thursday nights at the church I'm going to. About a year ago (I think) I started praying that I don't have a clue what it feels like to be pregnant but I feel pregnant with a promise. That something HUGE is about to birth forth. My dearest intercessor Anna Renee starts crying out that she just cried out to God that evening before Intercession that she feels the same way only she has been pregnant and she knows. So the question is what in the world am I about to birth or is it symbolic of the church birthing forth something? I do feel like the church as a whole is about to birth a big time HARVEST! We are about to enter the Jewish year 5775 which is being explained as "The Year of Advance" and it's also a year of Jubilee! As for the year 5775 the number 5 symbolizes God's grace and the number 7 is perfection. There are two of each which is DOUBLE!! I'm cool with double portion!! So onto the year of Jubilee back in Old Testament times if you read in Leviticus the year of jubilee was when they were freed of their debt. The entire year was celebration nobody worked. I don't know about you but I would be ecstatic to be free of debt- it's been something I've been praying for! So all this said this is just a very significant time we are living in and I believe the church is being awakened and parts of the world are already experiencing outpourings of the Holy Spirit so could we indeed be about to experience some amazing times with great signs and wonders? Many souls saved? HARVEST TIME?

HALLELUJAH!

So back to me-personally......? There are specific things I have been praying deep for! One thing for many many years and I've just been truly ready to give up on it but then little reminders whether from reading the word, or through worship, or through a word from someone else, gives me the encouragement to keep pressing in and believing and TRUSTING and having faith that I will see a beautiful answer to this prayer! Then at work this past week involved in much pregnant conversation was another reminder to press in and not give up because right before you are about to give birth to this precious miracle it gets TOUGH! Let me tell you this pregnancy thing doesn't seem fun in the last months. It hurts, it gets uncomfortable, you swell, you contract, people say strange offensive things to you(ok I just wanted to add that one because I'm baffled at what people say out loud sometimes) you want this baby OUT! Kinda like my life right now- it hurts, it's uncomfortable, and I WANT MY MIRACLE NOW!! I'm sure glad Jesus walked this earth and understands our trials and He is so merciful and loving because gosh I can get mad at HIM at times and I give it to HIM! This week I have yelled a lot in prayer! I am so thankful He can take it! He is not this angry God sitting on the throne with a paddle. Yes, He is a loving Father who corrects His children and doesn't always give them what they want because it isn't His best for them but He also loves pouring out blessing He truly does! So here I am expectantly waiting for that moment when the answer to my prayer births forth a miracle! Here I am expectantly waiting and hoping in the Lord!

So with that said I am going to be starting videos. Friends, most of you who know me know I am not the best communicator and this is a tough scary assignment and I'm uncertain what God is up to but here we go! Hopefully I can improve the sound and look of these videos but for now here is video number one and I pray it encourages you today and forgive me but I didn't end my prayer with 'In Jesus Name' so there it was- IN JESUS PRECIOUS NAME!!

Love you!
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