Love

Abby stopped eating. I came home yesterday and I had in my mind that we would take her to the vet and have to put her down. She is skin and bones and looks awful. I tried to stay strong but I just wasn't. I would go back into my crying fits and then I would pray and then I would cry. I don't want to be dense about this....if it's her time I will accept it but the difficult thing has been nothing is showing up wrong with her so we want to fight for her life absolutely!

Then I question~

We are to come boldly to the throne with our requests. I pray boldly and I believe with all my heart God can heal but then there's this reality of 'What if it isn't God's will?' Is that just an excuse we make so we don't get our hopes up? I mean sure maybe it isn't God's will but is it so bad to just pray, leave it there, and believe BIG?!?!

My husband.....wow he amazes me! He had faith last night when I didn't. We are believing for a miracle here. The vet gave her a shot to help the nausea and we are praying she starts eating again.

This has been a roller coaster!!

Holy Jesus


God is so faithful and He wraps you in His love and it's such a feeling. Why do we doubt His goodness?

Why?

I pray on this Valentines Day you are filled and overflowing with His love so you can give and show it to others. I pray for a joy everlasting!

♥