11/13/11

Dear Diary~

If the only time you decide to enjoy yourself is when everything is perfect, you are never going to have much fun! -Joyce Meyer

WOW WOW WOW!!

This quote hit me in a big way. I think I will enjoy life more when I'm skinny again. Um HELLO!?!? I'm still going to be going to the same job, have the same husband, the same routine, etc (at least I hope to) why would it be better when I'm thin? Why not enjoy things now? Muffin top & all!?!

Today I'm getting this week's menus together and I'm making changes. My main goal this week is to limit the alcohol. Yesterday I went shopping and I am determined to NOT buy things in xtra large by the end of the year!! This I can do!! I want to wear t-shirt & jeans by spring(without being self conscious of my gut & hulk arms)! I want to actually wear shorts this summer(haven't worn shorts in years)! For Christmas next year I want to make the husband a sports illustrated type calender only of me! ;) By next winter I want to wear skinny jeans with hooker boots!

But today I am enjoying my muffin top while it's still there because soon it will be gone....

boo hoo :'(



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